more drama

well I did it. I let my mama know how I felt. She got pissed off and cried...I don't know why. The relationship that we have is not healthy really. She wants to be soo close to the point that it gets to be too much. She shot me an email stating that she didn't want to be a burden and if I wanted her in my life then I'd have to call her. It's unreal honestly. She says that EVERY SINGLE time I state my opinion.

But I talked to my dad and feel much better. He said he was proud of me and to just give her a couple weeks, that she'll get over it. She'll have to. I know all of this makes me sound like a horrible daughter, but I'm not. I have given into her time after time, mostly stating that everything I bring up is all my fault...so this time I finally put it down like it is. I have a feeling she'll use all of this as an excuse to not see the kids, and she'll make it my fault. Oh well...like I said she'll get over it.

I'm SO excited about Saturday!!! Goin to see my DAD!!WOOHOO! My Dad even said "as much as I want to see y'all, to save you and your moms relationship you can not see me and go visit her"....I told him nooooo it's something she'll have to deal with. So I'm really glad he was supportive, it helps so much!