I'm pooped...

everything was taken out of me today....I am so exhausted, (why am I on here??) Hmm anyways. I was layin in the sunbed for 20 min., then when I got done I stopped for a sec b/c I thought I heard Austin cryin in his room...so I went in there and sure enough my baby was cryin, he was scared b/c a waterbug was crawlin around in his room...bless his heart. Ashlyn didn't even come get me, I know she had to have heard him crying, her room is right next to his. Anyhow, poor baby was scared. So I got him a glass of water and sat w/him in the rockin chair in his room, then about 10 min. later he was ready to go to sleep. He was still worried about the bug, it crawled in my closet and theres too much crap to move so I just told him it was going to sleep lol....hey it worked. I'll kill that booger tomorrow. I hate waterbugs! Apparently so does Austin. Ya know things like that, like when your kids cry and you comfort them, it really puts things into perspective ya know. B/c all of a sudden it's not about you. It's about making your child feel better, safe...and last thing on your mind is you. It's really amazing. Ohhhh Austin has started back physical therapy. He doesn't really need it, but then again he does. Makes sense huh? Lol. Well he wont get his braces til Jul. 2nd (and thats if they fit properly), so in the meantime the PT put some supportive tape on his legs and feet to help his muscles do a little work, its mainly just to keep it from getting worse til then. I can't wait til he gets them! He's trying so much to run and ya know just be a normal little boy and those legs are just holdin him back right now. But he'll get there. They just love him at Healthsouth, everyone wants to be his therapist lol! They've grown to love him like he's theres lol...as a matter of fact one of the ladies that had him for speech the other day (was a diff lady b/c his normal therapist had a wedding), well she came out and told me he was trying to say yes mam........(ofcourse b/c he knows that, I taught him), and she was floored, b/c not many kids do that anymore. Yessiree, mine do! So that made me feel really good. He may be a normal 2 yr. old at home but I do know I'm doin something right....ok now I'm goin. I have to watch Days of our Lives...oh if only EJ and Sami could hook up....ho hum......lol.