Sooo blue

I feel so blue today. Travis is still in his funky mood. It brings me down. I was gonna put my sunbed together today, he said I could, but I'm not, that would be just one more thing to piss him off. So...til my shop gets finished in the house it sits in the box. He's mad right now b/c our ac is totally gone in our vehicle and even w/out it in use if we drive it any longer it will eventually leave us stranded. Well we can't get it fixed just yet, not at least til he gets home b/c theres some things that have to be taken care of and he has to be home to do them, I can't take care of this "matter", only he can. Soooo til he gets home I guess he'll stay in a pissy mood. There's nothing we can do about it so why stay mad? He's just bringin me down w/him. He needs to remember I am at home taking care of the kids, the house, everything pretty much. And he's at work pissed b/c things can't happen as he wants them to. Sooo here I sit feeling blue. I hope he has something good to say on the phone tonight.